Pregnancy Is A Journey

I was pregnant with my first child on December 21st, 2010. This baby was lost due to miscarriage at 5 weeks developmentally on December 31st, 2010. I found out I was pregnant again on February 15th, 2011, and unfortunately was lost at 10 weeks developmentally, a missed miscarriage. I am pregnant for the third time, with a positive test on December 12th, 2012. Our wonderful son was born in 2013. I'm going to continue writing about trying to conceive baby Dudley #2

Saturday, August 13, 2011

Different

Is it weird to say that just recently I've been feeling like my life changed forever because of losing 2 babies to miscarriage? Like on the surface, I knew I was a changed person, but up until yesterday and today, it's really sunk in that my life will never be the same, and I will never be the same person I was before October 2010. Grief is so strange. I mist edit this later to include more, but my hand is acting up making it hard to type.

2 comments:

Leash said...: Roxanne! I know this is difficult on you & I wish u peace. But I want you to know I have so many friends and people that had trouble concieving at first. My cousin being one of them. My ex husbands mom adopted, had Brandon artificially inciminated, and didn't get pregnant naturally until Kevin. . .oddly by surprise :). But I believe when the time is right it will happen and you & Ken will be excellent parents!; August 13, 2011 at 7:12 PM
Daydreamingirl87 said...: Well it's not an issue of conceiving, we do that great, twice in the last 8 months and hopefully once again soon, it's the keeping the baby that we seem to have an issue with. I'm optimistic though for the future, so hopefully 3rd time is a charm.; August 13, 2011 at 10:36 PM