Tired

Nope, not this month. The day after I posted, I got a visitor. It really set me in an awful mood, and the disappointment never gets easier. I'm really getting tired of this. There doesn't seem to be any true explanation (at least that I've head 100% or even very likely yet) for a year of infertility. I'm really starting to lose hope about ever having children, my own or through other means. Lord help me.