Frustrated

Just when I begin to be a little bit hopeful, they get dashed to dust. My period came today. Although I kind of have a suspicion that it could be another early miscarriage. It's only been 3 weeks since my last period, and there have been tiny clots. I don't usually clot, not that I remember anyway. I guess there is no way to know for sure, but this morning the disappointment came swift. All I wanted to do this morning was cry. It's so difficult to have this much disappointment all the time.
My story on the website facesofloss.com finally showed up. I'm about the 5th story down on the page, so you'll have to scroll a little to find it. Any of the stories are great, I've read a lot on the website and while kind of heart wrenching, it helps my healing process knowing that there have been other people who have gone through the same thing. Here is the link:
http://facesofloss.com/