Conflicted

So today I got my first period after the D&C. And all day I've been feeling scared and conflicted. I want a baby so bad, but I'm scared of trying again. I honestly don't think I could handle another miscarriage. I haven't talked to the doctor yet since I had my blood tests done, so I guess that's step one. But I'm still scared to death in the back of my mind. I don't know what to do. I really hope it's an easy fix like my thyroid or the progesterone.